Wednesday, 9 December 2015

Kurai Ondrum Illai


 

Kurai Ondrum Illai 

Kurai  ondrum illai marai moorthy kanna...this song holds a very special place in my heart.
I listen to it everyday...every morning. It's my phone ringtone as well. 
The meaning of this song is very deep for me. It speaks out the gratitude I have to the Almighty.
I just feel so thankful for every morning that I wake up to and every breath I take.

I have come across too many obstacles in life...from my ambition since 4 years old crashing down in front of my eyes to losing the baby I carried in my womb. But I just accept it that it's what God wants me to endure. I'm His child, I'm part of Him. He wants me to have it, I accept it. I always believe that every experience that I come across is His blessings, it's the best He can give me.....yenekke kurai ondrum illai :)

Song   : Kurai Ondrum Illai
Lyrics : Dr. Rajaji
Singer : M S Subulakshmi

குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை கண்ணா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை கோவிந்தா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை கண்ணா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை கோவிந்தா
கண்ணுக்குத் தெரியாமல் நிற்கின்றாய் கண்ணா
கண்ணுக்குத் தெரியாமல் நின்றாலும் எனக்குக்
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா
வேண்டியதைத் தந்திட வேங்கடேசன் என்றிருக்க
வேண்டியது வேறில்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா
மணிவண்ணா மலையப்பா கோவிந்தா கோவிந்தா
திரையின்பின் நிற்கின்றாய் கண்ணா
கண்ணா திரையின்பின் நிற்கின்றாய் கண்ணா - உன்னை
மறையோதும் ஞானியர் மட்டுமே காண்பார்
திரையின்பின் நிற்கின்றாய் கண்ணா - உன்னை
மறையோதும் ஞானியர் மட்டுமே காண்பார்
என்றாலும் குறை ஒன்றும் எனக்கில்லை கண்ணா
என்றாலும் குறை ஒன்றும் எனக்கில்லை கண்ணா
குன்றின்மேல் கல்லாகி நிற்கின்ற வரதா
குன்றின்மேல் கல்லாகி நிற்கின்ற வரதா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா
மணிவண்ணா மலையப்பா கோவிந்தா கோவிந்தா
கலிநாளுக்கிரங்கி கல்லிலே இறங்கி
நிலையாகக் கோவிலில் நிற்கின்றாய் கேசவா
கலிநாளுக்கிரங்கி கல்லிலே இறங்கி
நிலையாகக் கோவிலில் நிற்கின்றாய் கேசவா
குறை ஒன்றும் இல்லை மறைமூர்த்தி கண்ணா
யாதும் மறுக்காத மலையப்பா
யாதும் மறுக்காத மலையப்பா உன் மார்பில்
ஏதும் தர நிற்கும் கருணைக் கடல் அன்னை
என்றும் இருந்திட ஏது குறை எனக்கு
என்றும் இருந்திட ஏது குறை எனக்கு
ஒன்றும் குறையில்லை மறை மூர்த்தி கண்ணா
ஒன்றும் குறையில்லை மறை மூர்த்தி கண்ணா
மணிவண்ணா மலையப்பா கோவிந்தா கோவிந்தா கோவிந்தா கோவிந்தா
கோவிந்தா கோவிந்தா



Kurai ondrum illai marai moorthy Kanna!!
No complaints have I, dear lord of Wisdom!!

Kurai ondrum illai Kannaa!!
Kurai ondrum illai Govinda!!! (2)


Kannukku theriyaamal nirkindraai Kannaa!!!
U cannot be seen with the naked eye, Kanna!!!

Kannukku theriyaamal nindraalum enakku,
Though I cannot see you

Kurai ondrum illai, marai moorthy Kanna!!!
No complaints have I , dear lord of wisdom!!!

Vaendiyathai thanthida Venkatesan endrirukka!!!
Vaendiyathu vaerillai marai moorthy Kanna! Manivanna! Malaiyappa! Govindaa! Govindaa!!!!
When you can give my needs in the name of Lord Venkatesan, there is nothing more I can ask for dear lord!!! (Rest are the different names of Lord Vishnu)


Thiraiyin pinn nirkindraai Kanna!! Kanaaaah!!
Thiraiyin pinn nirkindraai Kanna!!
You are standing behind the curtain dear Lord!

Vunnai marai odum gnaniyar mattumaey kaanbaar!!! (2)
 Endraalum kurai vondrum enakillai kanna!!! (2)
Though you are only visible to preachers, there are no worries for me dear Lord!


Kundrin mael kallagi nirkindra Varathaa!!! (2)
You are standing as a statue on the peak of the mountain, Lord of gifts!

Kurai vondrum illai marai moorthy, Kannaa!!!(2)
No complaints have I, Dear Lord of Wisdom!!!

Manivanna! Malaiyappa! Govindaa! Govindaa!!!!
(The other names of Lord Krishna)


Kalignaalukirangi kallilaey irangi nilayaaga kovilil nirkindrai Kesava!!! (2)
For the people of this Kaliyuga you have gotten in a statue and placed yourself in the temple!!!

Kurai ondrum illai marai moorthy Kannaaa!!
No complaints have I, Dear Lord of Wisdom!!!

Athai yaarum marukkaatha Malaiyappaa!!!
No one can refuse that dear lord,

Athai yaarum marukkaatha Malaiyappaa vun maarbil aethum thara nirkum karunai Kadalannai!
when there is always the generous Goddess lives by your side

Endrum irunthida aethu kurai enakku (2)
There is no worry for me, my Lord!

Ondrum kurai illai marai moorthy kanna (2)
No complaints have I, dear Lord of Wisdom

Manivanna! Malaiyappa! Govindaa! Govindaa! Govindaa! Govindaa! Govindaa! Govindaaaa!!!!
The various  names for Lord Krishna!!!
Manivanna    -   Dark in color (like the rain clouds)
Malaiyappa   -   Resident of Hills
Govinda  - Protector of Cows


Om Shanti.

Anuradha Engira Abyrami
09.12.2015

Monday, 26 October 2015

And...I am blogging :)

        I have never thought that I will blog...but somehow I have started doing so. One day I hope that my grand daughter will read my write ups in this blog. My posts will be mostly on matters which attracts me most and what lingers in my mind most of the time...my yoga journey, my spiritual journey, my Gurus, writing of my Gurus, my Himalayan dream and Gardening.

        A little bit about me, I'm an independent Indian woman. Not very vocal. I try my best to only utter kind and positive words.Im Lacto-vegetarian and I love gardening. I plant only flowers and other leafy plants. I dont plant fruits and vegetable because i end up crying while plucking them from the plant. I see my plants as my very own kids and I talk to them every day. I believe that they understand my feelings the most. I love soothing musics and Indian Classical Dance. I have just started attending Indian Carnatic vocal class . I love kids and I love visiting kids in orphanage to teach them and share my stories with them. I try my best to do Karma Yoga, in everything that I do.

       I love yoga. I have always been a self practitioner until I found my Gurus this year. My 1st yoga Guru is Mogana Wandaia akka and the the 2nd one is SK Durai anne. I learnt yoga from Yoga Master Mogana Wandaia only for a month in May this year but she stopped her classes as she was going into a deeper sadhana and she needed to let us go. I was all tearful, heartbroken. Since young it was not easy for me to accept someone as a Guru (later on I write in detail about Guru). And she was the very 1st person I could accept as my Yoga Guru deep from my heart. She asked me to walk alone in my sadhana and the right help will come at the right time. Last year I came across Yoga Master SK Durai's Yoga FB page. I became his fan looking at his love towards yoga. I will go through his FB page nearly everyday, reading his explanations about each asana.  I had very high respect on him. I dreamt of attending his classes but looking at his page I knew that his students are in very advanced level. In September this year he started a new beginner class in Puchong and I grabbed the chance to attend the class. I was all excited to meet the Guru I have always respected even without meeting him in person. Through his classes he made me love yoga even more. His love towards the art makes me work harder and harder. I know that Im in good hands. My Gurus are my inspiration. They will come to my mind first before I start my sadhana. May the Supreme Energy protects and showers blesses upon my Gurus and their Gurus.

      I love to deepen my spiritual knowledge through reading and attending spiritual talks. I have 2 spiritual gurus, Paramahansa Yogananda and Dr Kader Ibrahim. Im planning to write in detail about my spiritual gurus in a separate post. Therefore I wont be writing much here. They are Gurus I was attracted to without any plans. God sent and their teachings suits my soul. Before accepting Dr Kader Ibrahim as my guru, I was first his fan since I was in standard 6 when I attended his motivational talk .He was a small framed person but 20 years back I could feel his very positive and strong energy seeping all through me. Paramahansa Yogananda was the only Guru who came to me and spoke to me just with his eyes. I basically read on many Gurus writings and teachings such as Pamban Swamigal, Babaji, Lahiri Mahasaya, Yukteswar, Ramana Maharishi, Jaganath Swamigal..many more. I seek for their blessings every moment in every thing that I do. I have always been mesmerized of the 18 Siddhars and their Siddhis. I have a big dream of meditating in Bababaji's Cave one day...I will...that's my Himalayan dream (I will write a separate post on this).

     I strongly believe that we are here to find our way back to the Creator. We are destined to meet every soul, every challenge and every situation on our divine journey way back to the Supreme Energy. I thank the Supreme Energy for this wonderful journey.


Om Shanti.

Anuradha Engira Abyrami
26.10.2015